TERRIBLE HORRIBLE DREAM!

I had the WORST dream last night! It was so bad that it actually woke me up! I sat straight up in bed and gasped, jolted awake and it looked like I had been crying in my sleep! Terrible!

It was a dream about traveling. In the dream I was in Key West, present day, but it was like a terrible mixture of St. Thomas and Key West. I was staying at someone's house, actually, it was the house of Meg's mean boss in STT and there were other boat kids staying there too and for some reason his house was REALLY dusty, weird. I had just flown in the night before and it was early morning and my Mom showed up and told me we had to go catch our flight back to Texas. I was really upset because I hadn't even seen any of my old friends yet and we went off to the airport. Her flight was before mine so she left and I ditched my flight and walked to the main road. I rode the STT Safari bus down Truman St in KW over by where I used to live on Petronia St. And I got off the bus and set my backpack down to get my cell phone out when all of a sudden my backpack was gone! I screamed "oh noo nooooooooooooo! my bag!!!" and I ran over to where some guy was rummaging through a trash can where I found my LV wallet on the ground EMPTY! My passport, ID, credit cards, everything was gone. I saw my backpack on the sidewalk down the street and when I got there it was empty. My iPod, my journal, my COMPUTER!!! All gone. That's when I woke up.

What does this mean? Is is because I am finally taking a leap and going to Lauderdale and I am subconsciously terrified I wont find any work?

SNOW???

The possibility of snow overnight here in Dallas... Oh. My. Gosh.

I am so excited!

I don't like the cold but I like snow. Cold without snow is dreary. The shitty thing about snow here in Dallas is that people don't know how to deal with it. They freak out and everything shuts down. Mom will probably have a pain in the ass day because people will keep their kids home from school for a half a day and call in to say "i can't bring my kid to school it's snowing" What the hell do you think people in the north do when it snows?!?! Oh my gosh it is 36 degrees outside. This is crazy. We are getting some light rain now and the radar shows snow about 100 miles to the west. Oh and the WIND! THE WIND! It's blowing like a hundred miles an hour! At least 50 really. It sounds like a tornado!

I will take pics if it really does snow!

Snow today, 76 degrees this weekend. What a forecast.

Whew!

That was quick. We could hear the tornado sirens going off but only when we went outside to see for ourselves if there was a tornado. We didn't see anything. The clouds were moving so fast though, we could see that, and the wall cloud but nothing dropping out of them. It was super warm this evening so we knew something was up. It's in the 40's behind the storm. Brrrrrr! Mom threw a water bottle and her purse into the bathroom and I put my Louis Vuitton wallet and macbook in there... only the essentials. So, Jeff and I went outside when the dude on TV said "Allen residents take cover now in the interior most room in your house". That is precisely the reason you see all those rednecks on TV after a tornado saying things like "waaael, mah sister an I jus wonted to see whut the tornaduh looked like, and all we could heer was this sound like this 'woooooooooooo woooooo' like a big ole train." We probably shouldn't have gone out there but it was weird to hear the tornado sirens. No tornado. That's good. Ok. Back to packing!

shit

shit gotta go. theres a tornado outside.

A glimmer of hope.

I got an email from one of my agents in Ft. Lauderdale today about a stewardess position on a sailboat. I replied that I was interested and she called me back immediately. She asked where I was first question out of the gate. I said Dallas. She sighed and said, "you should be here." I told her I knew that. I also told her I had a flight out there on next thursday. She went ahead and told me about the job and how she thought I would be perfect for the position since I have sailing experience and went on to tell me the amazing itinerary and wouldn't you know it, it sounded really familiar... Remember the S/Y Avalon that wintered in St. Barts and summered in New England with a stop in NYC for a month??? Yeah. Same boat. I told her I had spoken with the capt. about 3 weeks ago and he sounded really interested but said the Chef was going to be in charge of hiring and I never heard back. She said the Chef was in town doing interviews for the position and she was disappointed that I wasn't in town. We chatted for a while about why I wasn't there and my fear of getting there and being unemployed and she just stopped me mid sentence and said "If you were here, you would already have a job. You have connections here and your experience and attitude are wonderful. The reason you have been hearing negative reports from Lauderdale is because it's all the newbies with no experience that are having trouble finding work. We are still desperate for people with experience." I told her I would be arriving next Thursday and she said she would call the chef from Avalon and let her know and see if that helped. She also said she wanted to meet with me at her office when I got there so she could get things rolling for me if the Avalon doesn't work out.

I head to Lauderdale next Thursday, 2 days before my 26th birthday. I am making a move. No more sitting around waiting for something to fall in my lap.

UPDATE: Changed my flight to this Saturday. Better get to packing.

Fiji and its possibilities.

Written by this woman, Beatrice Grimshaw who traveled to Fiji in 1904 to write a travel guide and ended up staying there for the rest of her life.

I found that you can read the book online HERE.
Very cool. They had to travel by boat the entire way, took nearly 8 weeks to get there from England!

Enjoy!

Last Night in Denton!

Or "Deh-ehn" as we like to call it. :)

My brother Jeff and I went to Denton with my friend Tino and his 3 girl friends Amy, and I can't remember the other two names. We had a great time. We stopped by a house party first then went to 3 bars in town then back to the house party then home. Jeff and I rolled in at about 4am. Poor Jeff had to work at 9am... So he was tired when he got home at about 5pm. I made some taco meat and put that meat, refried beans and cheese into a ring of crescent rolls and baked it for about 10-12 mins on 350. Taco Ring is a wonderful day after drinking food. Jeff was in his bed lying down when I went to tell him dinner was ready, he was really tired, so I brought him his dinner and a big ice water in bed. He is snoring right now. Full belly and he was out.

Amy and Jeff really hit it off and I think they exchanged numbers at the end of the night! She is so sweet, and I really like her, so I approve...

;)

Here are some pics!


Amy and Jeff, Amy is wearing one of Jeff's hats. Don't they look cute!?
Me, Amy, Tino on the way home from Denton.
Me and Amy, Texas select beer, Soon after, Amy said, "what the hell? this is non-alcoholic beer!" I shouted, "QUICK PUT IT DOWN!" Who the hell puts non-alcoholic beer in the fridge at a party?
Jeff, Amy and Tino at Hooligans. Great bar. Comfy couches.
This is the back of a biker's jacket. I had to take a picture because the Chupacabra is my favorite! There were like 7 of them, it was a real biker gang and I just walked up to them and said "Oh hi! I love chupacabras, can I take a picture of your jacket? It's my favorite alien ever." one of the large and growly bikers said "it's not an alien, it's a mythical creature" matter of fact-ly. Hahaha I just busted out laughing and said "same difference" Lol. Bikers don't scare me. As you can see, I got the shot.
Tino, girl, Jeff, really short girl (she's sitting on her knees on the barstool) and Amy. As you can see, Jeff is not into it, we are at a gay bar here. Jeff is a good sport.
Look how short she is!!! I think her name is Holly. Really sweet girl.

Ok! There you have it!

Hello to:
Hyderbad, India
Albuquerque, New Mexico
La Brecha and Tepic, Mexico
Carbondale, Illinois
Willits, California
Budapest, Hungary
Silver Creek, Georgia
Thanks for stopping by!!!

If you build it... they will call...

YAR! I knew if I got dressed and put make up on something would happen! My old friend Tino just called and guess where he is going???? DENTON! So ha! I am headed out with him and his friends in about an hour! I love my gay boys... they don't leave me hangin! Love you LA-Tino!!!

YAAAAAAAAAAY!

Blah.

I am so bored. I am going stir crazy. I can't go to Denton. And I am not going to ask Chris to pick me up. All dressed up with no place to go.

Maybe Jeff is going somewhere. Maybe I can go with him. I just need to get out of the house.

Woo hoo!

I don't know if there is anything to woo hoo about but I am! I am also dancing around to The Killers while ironing my jeans! I wish I would have had time to take them to the cleaners to get them starched properly but oh well, this will have to do. I used to take all my jeans and shirts to the cleaners when I was in high school. What a hick. I loved it. I wouldn't go anywhere without being starched up and crispy! Always always always put make up on even if I was just going to the 7-11, always did my hair. I remember one time my friend Ty told me, "Jolea, you always look so nice every time I see you, always put together and dressed like you've got somewhere to go." He ended up taking me to prom. :) Say nice things to people.

I haven't seen Mom or Dad yet to ask about using the car, I almost don't even want to ask because they will say no. It's not like I'm driving to the bar, just driving to Chris's house. Ugh. I really need dad to take me to Sally Beauty Supply when he gets home because my roots are out of control. No, this is not a date, haha I shouldn't have opened my big mouth when I made fun of maria for dying her roots the other day! Karma is a bitch! :) That's something I have noticed in my life, I have almost INSTANT Karma. It's a good thing because it reminds me immediately not to be a brat.

In other news: I went into the kitchen to get some grub and I noticed there is a bike in the hall. Not mom's. We don't have another one... So I grabbed our biggest kitchen knife and searched the house for intruders. I was ready to slice and dice. Nobody. Hmm. Oh, Jeff (my brother) skyped me last night at about 12:45am and asked if there was someplace "kinda warm" to sleep at the house. HAHA! Jeff just moved into a house in Mckinney with a friend of his and it's really old and has no central heating. I guess his little space heater couldn't keep up with 2 nights of below freezing temps. I told him he could have my bed and I would go sleep in mom's bed. (Dad has been sleeping on the couch/in the recliner because he tosses and turns and has to get up a lot and take medicine, also he used to not be able to breathe lying in a bed because he had that tumor in his sinuses.) Anyway, he said he could just clear off the bed in the other room that has all the guitars stacked up on it. I forgot we even had a bed in there. I told him I would clear it off for him and for him just to come over. So I tried to be quiet with all those bonking guitar cases but I woke mom up and she was growling at me but I was in the kitchen telling Dad not to be alarmed by Jeff coming in. I think she was sleep walking actually. Because by the time I got back to her room to tell her what was going on she was already asleep again. HAHA! Maybe that is his bike. He knocked on my door like a little squirrel when he got here and chatted with me for a bit then off to bed. He said he is moving out but wouldn't tell me why. So he wanted to know when I was leaving so he could have his room back. :)

I'M TRYING TO GET OUT OF HERE AS FAST AS I CAN OK!? Back off! :)

Ok, gotta get back to ironing!

"I just can't look, it's killing me, and taking control..."

"Thanks for being my un official wife/girlfriend/good advice giver"

That's what my good friend Chris said to me tonight. I mean to tell ya, when those cowboys get into the tequila they are a riot! The only time you really have to worry about a cowboy (or anyone for that matter) is when they are drinking Whiskey. That Pic above is Chris.

"Thanks for being my un official wife/girlfriend/good advice giver" what a nut.

I had nothing good to write about today and I really haven't left the house in over a week. What the hell is wrong with me? I need to get out of the house. I think it would help my morale.

That being said, Chris wants me to come up to Denton where he lives tomorrow so we can go to the Ft. Worth Stockyards. Those of you who don't know what that means,no we are not going to a barn with cows and such. The stockyards is a part of old downtown Ft. Worth where the stockyards (real ones) used to be. Now its all bars and cafe's and fun things like that! I used to love going there when I was in high school as soon as I was old enough to get in to the bars. I used to come home on the weekends while I was in college to go out there too. Love it. Lot's of country bars and people dressed like you guys imagine Texans dress. Anyway, Chris lives about 45 mins from me on the way to Ft. Worth, so I am going to ask Mom if I can borrow a car and drive over there because I really want to hang out. That way I can leave the car at Chris's and he will drive to the Stockyards, so I wont be driving after drinks. He is closer to the bars so we can just take a cab home if he gets drunk too. Which, last time I was at the stock yards with him he didn't get drunk, he had to carry my drunk friend to my truck. What a nice guy. I hope I can borrow a car. Jeff borrowed mom's car the other day and it got backed over so I don't see why I wouldn't be able to borrow one. We will see. I really need to get out of the house and Chris is the only friend who even acts like they want to hang out with me around here. Blah. Morale is low my friends.

I yelled at him the other day when he texted me that he was out in the stockyards without me but I don't think it's fair to make him come pick me up because I am so out of the way.

Mr. Chris is a bareback rider (i dont wanna hear a word out of you Maria!) and a saddle bronc rider, those are rodeo sports for those of you who have no idea. He had surgery a while back on his foot so he's starting to ride again in the spring. He was good before he got hurt too!

Pictures of Chris:
See? He takes boot pics too!
Classy. Flip flops, no shirt, and a tootsie pop.

Thans for being my non-boyfriend/drunk cowboy/running buddy!

Cookin' Pork Chops!

I am slow cooking some chops in the oven for dinner. First I put some seasonings on them and browned each side in a cast iron skillet, then I cut up some onion and put it in the bottom of a glass pan, added some more seasonings and a little water because I don't want my little piggies to dry out. Then I placed the browned chops on the onions and covered the pan with foil. Into the oven they went at 250. I'm just gonna let them cook in there for like an hour and see what happens. I will probably take the foil off and crank it up to like 350 when they are about done for a few mins.

Hello Cheyenne, Wyoming
North Wales, Pennsylvania
Budapest, Hungary
North Kingstown, Rhode Island
Deer Park, Texas
and Palo Alto, California

HOWWWWWWWDY!

No news yet, but I bet I will hear something tomorrow. Yep.


In other news:

I just read that my hometown, Allen Texas, is ranked the 9th safest city in the entire country!!! There are like thousands of cities in this country... awesome. Probably because our cops pull everyone over even if they aren't doing anything wrong.

See This? Where does your city rank?

A project.

I have decided to do something "productive" today. I have been up since 5am because I took a 4 hour nap yesterday afternoon then went to sleep at 11pm. Hopefully I will get to bed at a decent hour tonight and get on a "normal" sleep schedule. Though it has been nice to wake up to a fresh stack of emails to respond to when I sleep till noon!

Sticking with my musical theme I have decided to get to work on some dinner playlists. I am looking for "background music" to play while having dinner. I want themes people! I have started a Vegas Playlist for Casino Night or a Vegas themed dinner party. Here is what I have so far, your suggestions would be appreciated! This is only one hour of music, I want to have at least 2 hours...

How High The Moon- Ella Fitzgerald and Duke Ellington
Dream a Little Dream of Me- The Rat Pack
The Way You Look Tonight- Tony Bennett
Heaven (Dancing Cheek to Cheek)- Louie Armstrong
Love Me Tender- Elvis Presley
What a Difference a Day Makes- Dinah Washington
My Way- Frank Sinatra
Mack the Knife- The Rat Pack
L-O-V-E- Wayne Newton
Come Fly With Me- Frank Sinatra
The Good Life- Bobby Darin
Luck Be a Lady Tonight- Frank Sinatra
Papa Loves Mambo- Dean Martin
You're Nobody Till Somebody Loves You- Frank Sinatra
Anything Goes- Frank Sinatra
Viva Las Vegas- Elvis Presley
Danke Shoen- Wayne Newton (never knew that's how you spelled that!)
Fly Me to the Moon- Frank Sinatra
Ain't That a Kick in the Head- Dean Martin

I know there is a lot of Sinatra but hey, it's a VEGAS playlist. I know there are some more great tunes that I can't think of so you guys throw some out there for me cuz it's fun!

The Tunes are in order, the first songs are slower and mellow because nobody really pays attention to the music when they are getting seated and situated. The rest are just great, I know if I was listening to this playlist I would be singing along or at the very least moving my shoulders to the beat!

This is one of my favorite movie songs of all time...


p.s. Hello Sydney, Australia, and Arlington, Massachusetts.
Also Hi to the Upper West Side and the East Village, NYC! Too cool. Can I come visit?

Nothing much to say.

Except some hello's.

Hi there:
Augusta, Georgia
Norton, Alabama
La Rochelle, France
Goteborg, Sweeden
Baltimore, Maryland (Capt. Ryan is that you?)
and
Lagos, Nigeria!

Happy Tuesday!

I had my interview with Camper & Nicholson, the biggest Mega Yacht Charter and Management company in the world! It went great! My agent there sent my CV to four yachts this morning! She was super nice and helpful. She said there are a ton of crew walking around there that can't get work, so it's a good thing that I am here at home. That being said, I probably wont go to Ft. Lauderdale on Saturday. Grrrrrrr! This is so frustrating.

I have given up on S/Y Avalon, obviously that guy isn't calling me back.

I still have hope for the 112' M/Y White Star based in Lauderdale, I got a call from my Crew 4 Crew agent yesterday and she said I should hear from the Captain soon.

I am not pursuing the Bristolean. I just don't feel it.

I also emailed Capt. Sean about the 145' motor yacht that he sent my CV to, he said the Capt of that yacht was starting to sort through CV's yesterday and for me to give it a week and I should hear something.

And now I have another 112' motor yacht that is doing the winter in the Caribbean and summer in the Mediterranean or New England, a private 164' yacht, and a charter 165' motor yacht and a charter 196' motor yacht that my new Camper & Nicholson yacht agent sent my CV off to.

Somethings gotta give.

In other news: Dad goes in for his first radiation today. Hopefully it goes well.

A big Tuesday Howdy to:
Manhattan, NYC!!!
London, England
The island of Malta, off the coast of Sicily
and Perth! In western Australia!

What a diverse new group of people!!!

Flashback to another life!

This is so scary/crazy/funny! Click HERE to get your own yearbook photos!

Welcome to 1975:
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1952
1960
1964
1968
1972
1962


These are all me!!! hahahah! oh man... I have a lot of time on my hands...

Hello to Toronto, Canada and Greensboro, North Carolina!
I think that may be Faye in Toronto... yes? no?

Uncontrollable urge...

I watched the movie Connie and Carla the other day, and ever since I have had an uncontrollable urge to do my make up like a Drag Queen. I love drag. One of my best friends in Key West was the most beautiful drag queen in the world. Ivana Richmond.

Isn't he lovely? He doesn't have fake boobs or anythinglike that either!!! I promise. We had lot's of slumber parties and I would have known. He is fabulous!

I want to do my makeup where my eyebrows are covered with makeup and I have drawn on ones like an inch above where they should be.... :)They look fierce through this entire movie! We should all wear drag queen makeup. If not the eyebrows then DEFINITELY use fake lashes.

I really have too much time on my hands!

p.s. HELLO El Paso and Summerville, Texas!

Hello!

Hi
Kirkland, Washington
Wilsonville, Oregon
Fabulous Las Vegas, Nevada!
Downtown Dallas, Texas
Strongsville, Ohio
Iceland! (Hi Duder!)
Le-puy-en-velay, France (oooh lala!)
and
Kobenhavn, Denmark!

Wow!!!

Thanks for stopping by!

Feel free to say hello sometime!

pic:Le-puy-en-velay, France

I reccommend...

everyone put their Ipods on "shuffle songs" and keep track of the first 10 songs they hear...

These are Mine:

My Chemical Romance: This Jetset Life is Gonna Kill You (creepy)

Queen: Somebody to Love (hmmm)

Moby: Porcelain (Makes me think of Thailand because it's on The Beach soundtrack)

Cross Canadian Ragweed: Maybe I Miss Your Body (ooo, ok!)

John Butler Trio: Trees (a hippy song, appropriate)

The Cure: Love Song (oh gee...)

Everclear: Local God (from the Romeo + Juliet soundtrack, love that movie)

Radiohead: Wolf at the Door (one of my top 5 bands, and a song that reminds me of my best friend Sean)

Robert Earl Keen Jr.: Gone On (lol, it's about a "fast" girl who is "gone on" down the road (:)

Cory Morrow: Uno Mas Cerveza (self explanatory)

There you have it! Your theme for the week.
What came next you ask???

A bonus track:

Billy Holiday: The Way You Look Tonight...

Just Lovely...
xoxoxo

Music to love on Monday.

You will love this band. The Darkness. I love them, they are in my top 5 bands. I ordered this CD from the UK like 5 years ago when it came out and made all my friends listen to it until they loved it. Thanks Mayra for being the best roommate ever!