Well, I didn't throw up this time.

I totally gave in. I don't wanna hear any crap from anyone, I do what I want! Ha ha! Yeah... Josh and I made up. And I just so happen to have a new shiny bracelet now.... :) At least I am one of the few women on the planet who hates diamonds and jewels (unless they are in treasure form, under the sea, in a pirate chest, that I find while snorkeling) and he can get away with buying me sterling silver stuff. So, we hashed it out the other night. By "hash it out" I mean, he apologized and I cried. He is the only guy I have met that I can't go absolutely crazy on and scream and yell and act like a crazy person at. I try to be so angry and I have all this stuff to yell at him about and then it's just like... "oh ok, you're sorry? I guess thats cool." He can't even believe how calm I am. He said "I really thought you were gonna take me out to the parking lot and kick my ass." So it's ok again. I told him that I am leaving in the spring and he was like "oh yeah austin would be a cool place to live." I'm like uh oh. That is like forever away and knowing him, and knowing me, something will come up, he will dissappear, I will do something crazy, or something will inevitably happen between now and then to change our plans. I am still coming home, no matter what.

Work was long. 48 locals on the boat. We didn't make much money. I'm ready for a change. I am always ready for a change. I will stick it out till something else comes along. I got really sunburnt today for some reason! I never burn like this, strange. Well, I am very tired, so I am hitting the shower and hitting the sack. Ok have a good night!